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Between Madness and Probability

If that's too much for you, you might want to read elsewhere.

What you’ll find here are traces, thoughts, fractures, and gaps. Not a finished picture, but a fabric woven from attempts, memories, and possibilities. Maybe you’ll spot a pattern. Maybe you’ll get lost. Maybe you’ll find yourself. Or something entirely different.

Without an Idea, but with Curiosity

Without an Idea, but with Curiosity

Sometimes something begins long before you notice it has begun.

Some people structure their lives in chapters. I have tended to do it in parts. Not because they are complete, but because they eventually make themselves noticeable.

Part 1: understanding myself.
Part 2: showing myself.
Part ...

30th Jan 2026
Dreams – Drafts of Reality

Dreams – Drafts of Reality

How Dreams Reshape the Order of the World for a Moment

A dream is not an error of the brain. It is an attempt of consciousness to understand itself in a language unbound by grammar, time, or space. Dreams are drafts of possible realities. They reveal what could happen if perception were not limited by the laws of the waking state.

8th Oct 2025
Epilogue – The Bridge

Epilogue – The Bridge

Perhaps life dreams us as much as we dream it.

What is a dream? Perhaps not a place we enter at night, but a language we have forgotten. A grammar of images that refuse to be unambiguous. Sometimes they tell us nothing about the past, but about a possibility that has not yet been decided.

1st Oct 2025
The Half-Finished Truth

The Half-Finished Truth

Between Self-Search and Self-Understanding

“Grandpa, tell me… are you actually grown-up?”

The old man laughed softly, shook his head. His gaze drifted away, as if searching for a memory that had slipped beyond his reach.

“That’s a strange question. From the outside, it may look that way. I’ve...

21st Aug 2025
Power of Decision II

Power of Decision II

The Perfect Life.

There are limits no one can cross. Insurmountable obstacles. We all know how far our possibilities reach. Why should we try to overcome an obstacle if it is, in fact, insurmountable?

Freedom? What about freedom?

A human being is mortal, and the time available to us is limited...

9th Aug 2025
Power of Decision I

Power of Decision I

The Eternal Moment.

Time leaves traces. It stays with us for a while, but it also reminds us that we are not free. Freedom.

“Freedom? What about freedom?”

We make decisions that change our lives. We run away, always trying to make ourselves free. From what? What do we think of when we speak of...

9th Aug 2025