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Between Madness and Probability

If that's too much for you, you might want to read elsewhere.

What you’ll find here are traces, thoughts, fractures, and gaps. Not a finished picture, but a fabric woven from attempts, memories, and possibilities. Maybe you’ll spot a pattern. Maybe you’ll get lost. Maybe you’ll find yourself. Or something entirely different.

When Thinking Burns

When Thinking Burns

The Distorted Power of Derailment

There are forms of clarity that make you sluggish. And there are forms of confusion that electrify. When thoughts tumble over each other, when the world suddenly speaks, when meaning flashes in everything, an inner state emerges that cannot be measured, yet it res...

29th Jul 2025
A Flutter in the Wind

A Flutter in the Wind

On the quiet power of small causes.

What if it’s not the big decisions that shape our lives, but the subtle shifts in between? A glance. A thought. A flutter in the wind. We are used to seeking systems – order, direction, control. But sometimes, a slight deviation, a barely noticeable impulse, is...

29th Jul 2025
Floating in Nothingness

Floating in Nothingness

When the body is still but the mind won’t be quiet

There are days when nothing seems to happen. No breakthrough, no relapse, no triumph. Just a heavy head, a resting body, and a drifting awareness. And yet, it is often in these unremarkable hours that our inner structure begins to shift. Not visib...

28th Jul 2025
A Rhythm for Many Voices

A Rhythm for Many Voices

Why Inner Order Has More to Do with Music Than with Discipline

Perhaps personality is not a house with rooms to enter or avoid, but an orchestra composed of many inner voices. Not a metaphor for harmony, but a structure for living interplay. Each part is an instrument, carrying its own sound, its...

25th Jun 2025