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Between Madness and Probability

If that's too much for you, you might want to read elsewhere.

What you’ll find here are traces, thoughts, fractures, and gaps. Not a finished picture, but a fabric woven from attempts, memories, and possibilities. Maybe you’ll spot a pattern. Maybe you’ll get lost. Maybe you’ll find yourself. Or something entirely different.

Learning Without Possession

Learning Without Possession

An Archivist Who Knows What Can Wait

She stopped without knowing why. A sentence had briefly caught her attention. Nothing important. No revelation. Just that faint sensation, as if someone had knocked in the wrong place. Inside, something pressed against a door. Impatient, but not loud. Curiosity...

24th Feb 2026
Without an Idea, but with Curiosity

Without an Idea, but with Curiosity

Sometimes something begins long before you notice it has begun.

Some people structure their lives in chapters. I have tended to do it in parts. Not because they are complete, but because they eventually make themselves noticeable.

Part 1: understanding myself.
Part 2: showing myself.
Part ...

30th Jan 2026
The Hopeless Optimist

The Hopeless Optimist

When Hope Is Not a Promise but a Refusal

There are people who do not hope with the conviction that everything will turn out well, but with the refusal to let things become meaningless. Their hope is not loud, but discreet. One could say: it does not die — it hides.

These people have an unusual r...

10th Jan 2026
The Wolf Waits

The Wolf Waits

On Staying, Leaving, and What Lies Between

Halloween. Outside, the streets are filling up, voices echo between the houses, somewhere electronic music plays. The city warms up, pulls on its masks, becomes louder, brighter, less predictable. He’s still sitting there. A glass of water beside him, a w...

31st Oct 2025
Holy, High and Waterproof

Holy, High and Waterproof

It began with a voice.

Not just any voice — the voice. It came from the speakers, but it sounded as if it rose from the invisible space between heartbeat and hallucination. It spoke. Clearly. Tenderly. Omnisciently. Every word vibrated inside him like a secret command.

"Go out," it said. "Th...

24th Oct 2025
Dreams – Drafts of Reality

Dreams – Drafts of Reality

How Dreams Reshape the Order of the World for a Moment

A dream is not an error of the brain. It is an attempt of consciousness to understand itself in a language unbound by grammar, time, or space. Dreams are drafts of possible realities. They reveal what could happen if perception were not limited by the laws of the waking state.

8th Oct 2025