Between Mirror and Abyss
The Fear of Being Human
A trace of pride pulls him down,
the good man never wears a frown.
No sorrow felt, no grief, no pain,
at the final hour – what will remain?
What you’ll find here are traces, thoughts, fractures, and gaps. Not a finished picture, but a fabric woven from attempts, memories, and possibilities. Maybe you’ll spot a pattern. Maybe you’ll get lost. Maybe you’ll find yourself. Or something entirely different.
A trace of pride pulls him down,
the good man never wears a frown.
No sorrow felt, no grief, no pain,
at the final hour – what will remain?
“Grandpa, tell me… are you actually grown-up?”
The old man laughed softly, shook his head. His gaze drifted away, as if searching for a memory that had slipped beyond his reach.
“That’s a strange question. From the outside, it may look that way. I’ve...
It all began when he was small.
Naive and shy, yet careful through all.
Composed, not daring. Not foolish, not sly.
Mostly so quiet, at times just shy.
On time and gentle, but often alone.
Rarely understood, as if it was known.
Curiosity whispered of life far and...
Sometimes the choice is not between good and evil, but between two evils. One you know inside out – with all its moods, strengths, and downfalls. The other feels like an old acquaintance, one that sometimes reaches out a hand and sometimes pushes you away. Both...
The fairground lay still in the afternoon heat. Only the metallic click of the turnstiles and distant voices broke the air. He was not alone. Two figures accompanied him. Somehow familiar, yet without a history. A closeness he could not place. Almost like a word he knew witho...
It’s not pain.
It’s the absence of everything.
No anger, no scream, no resistance.
Only an inner freezing.