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Between Madness and Probability

If that's too much for you, you might want to read elsewhere.

What you’ll find here are traces, thoughts, fractures, and gaps. Not a finished picture, but a fabric woven from attempts, memories, and possibilities. Maybe you’ll spot a pattern. Maybe you’ll get lost. Maybe you’ll find yourself. Or something entirely different.

Touched, but Unmoved

Touched, but Unmoved

When Memory Feels More Alive Than the Present

There are moments when joy no longer happens, but must be remembered. One still knows that there was laughter. That touch felt easy. That visits with family, friends, people, were meaningful and beautiful. One knows it, but one does not feel it.

Some...

2nd Aug 2025
When Thinking Burns

When Thinking Burns

The Distorted Power of Derailment

There are forms of clarity that make you sluggish. And there are forms of confusion that electrify. When thoughts tumble over each other, when the world suddenly speaks, when meaning flashes in everything, an inner state emerges that cannot be measured, yet it res...

29th Jul 2025
A Flutter in the Wind

A Flutter in the Wind

On the quiet power of small causes.

What if it’s not the big decisions that shape our lives, but the subtle shifts in between? A glance. A thought. A flutter in the wind. We are used to seeking systems – order, direction, control. But sometimes, a slight deviation, a barely noticeable impulse, is...

29th Jul 2025
Floating in Nothingness

Floating in Nothingness

When the body is still but the mind won’t be quiet

There are days when nothing seems to happen. No breakthrough, no relapse, no triumph. Just a heavy head, a resting body, and a drifting awareness. And yet, it is often in these unremarkable hours that our inner structure begins to shift. Not visib...

28th Jul 2025
You Don’t Mess with Grapefruits

You Don’t Mess with Grapefruits

It all began with a rumor.

They said the grapefruit was dangerous. A mystery. A diva among citrus fruits. A moody sorceress with untamed powers. Those who tasted her carelessly were said to toy with fate.

He heard that. And grinned.

That was exactly why he wanted her. Today, he was in the mood...

28th Jul 2025
A human. A machine. An attempt.

A human. A machine. An attempt.

Who’s really writing here?

Some might wonder who writes these texts and where the ideas come from. The answer isn’t simple, but it’s honest: a human and a machine together. Many of the texts on this site are created in collaboration with an artificial intelligence. Not because it writes better, bu...

27th Jul 2025